I just don't know any more. Everything's wrong and I can't fix it. It's driving me mad and that in itself is driving me further towards the edge. I find it ironic though. I'm supposedly one of the 'pretty, well-known, loved' girls, yet no one's checking up on me. Not that I want them to (that's why they aren't then, stupid). I just don't have the control any more. And it's frightening me.
I'm going to watch Mamma Mia! and try to stop using italics so much.